Sunday, December 25, 2022

Mom


You never said I’m leaving

You never said goodbye

You were gone before I knew it

And only God knows why


A million times I need you

A million times I cry

If love alone could have saved you

You never would have died


In life I loved you dearly

In death I love you still

In my heart I hold a place 

That only you can fill


It breaks my heart to loose you

But you didn’t go alone 

As part of me went with you

The day God took you home

Monday, September 2, 2019

“I used to think the worst thing in life was to end up all alone. It’s not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people that make you feel all alone.” Robin Williams, Actor
“You will have bad times, but they will always wake you up to the stuff you weren't paying attention to.” “No matter what people tell you, words and ideas can change the world.” “Seize the day. Because, believe it or not, each and every one of us in this room is one day going to stop breathing.”Apr 8, 2017 Robin Williams

Sunday, September 1, 2019

Mommy Dearest you will always be

My mother so loving and so loved by me

For God has taken you to be by his side

Now in Heaven is where you will reside



You have blessed my life in so many ways

I will cherish our memories until the end of my days

You left me too soon and this was not part of our plan

But God’s wishes always come before those of man



Without you I must travel the path alone

No longer my guide, the way you had shown

Your heart may have been strong

For your loving embrace I will always long



God sent you to me as a special gift from above

To teach me life’s lessons and shower me with your love

I will always remember your beautiful and smiling face

In my heart you will always have a very special place



A special bond we shared like no other

For this is possible for only Daughter and Mother

I thanked God for each day we were able to share

But without you in my life it is too difficult to bear



Being with God, I hope you will find joy and peace

In this I can find comfort and some happiness at least

For Mommy Dearest you will always be

My Mother so loving and so loved by me

~Deanne Finewood







Friday, April 13, 2012

To the one I miss

If I had a single flower for every time I think about you,
I could walk forever in my garden. ~Claudia Ghandi

Monday, March 12, 2012

Mom,


Today I did 3 things;
miss you, miss you and miss you.

Sunday, February 12, 2012

To Mom






For the morning sun in all it's glory
greets the day with hope and comfort too
You fill my life with laughter
and somehow you make it better
ease my troubles that's what you do



There's a love that's divine
and it's yours and it's mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
we should give thanks and pray
to the one, to the one



Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there's no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness
take away all my sadness
ease my troubles that's what you do.
~Rod Stewart


It's already been a month now....you're on my mind in the morning & you're on my mind when I go to bed every night. I miss you more than ever today.





Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Nike 2011 (October 16, 2011)

With my running Diva's. Loretta, Lisa & Pauline.
A lovely 5 am wake-up on race morning.  A banana, some water and I'm ready to go.  Weather was perfect!

The start line was hectic and messy, just like last year.  We finally got into the corral after the gun start.  It took about 5 minutes for us to cross the start line, which wasn't too bad considering there were over 20,000 of us.  Off we went, Loretta, Michele B. and I.

I felt pretty good for the first six miles. Even ran up the hill at Fisherman's Wharf.  Miles seven and eight are mostly a blur. I do remember the hills being a killer and I felt it. The cheering stations helped a little. Finally had a burst of energy at mile nine. I think it was because I knew that once I hit the tenth mile it would be down hill for a while.  I couldn't wait to run past the Cliff House where I would get a glimpse of the finish line (on the Great Highway) before entering Golden Gate Park.  That burst of energy didn't last long. Those last three miles in GG Park seemed to go on forever! Once again the cheering crowds helped to keep me going. I was so happy to see the Ghiradelli Chocolates waiting for us at mile twelve!  Although I wasn't in the mood for chocolate,  I knew I only had one more mile to run!!! Two hours, thirty five minutes and ten seconds! Loretta and I crossed the finish line together...now that was awesome! Even more rewarding than the cute fireman that gave me my Tiffany necklace! :-)


Click here for Video of the route


Thank you Sweetie Pie for coming
and being supportive. And really, it's okay
that you need to sit down after the race
even though you didn't run it :-)

Ahhhh, I'm so glad it's over with!
Finisher's Village with Pauline and Marilyn.


Loretta found her name!
Girls,  are you sure you're only
packing for two day?
Hey,  how come my name isn't in bold?
Rosie and I getting pampered with foot massages by Cole Haan at the expo.
We're packed and ready to head into the city for a fun weekend!
It hurts to even look at the course map.
The Niketown wall with runner's names listed.

After race celebration dinner at Roy's Restaurant on
Mission Street! Runners and our three supportive men.

From top left. Darleen, Loretta, Michelle, Lisa, May Lin and I.
Our finisher's Tiffany necklace handed to us by
a fireman in tuxedo.

Saturday afternoon packet pick up
for Tess


Having fun at the expo.

Thursday, September 29, 2011

My New Boyfriend.

My newest boyfriend....
  • has beautiful eyes and is cute.
  • makes me smile when I think of him.
  • is always happy to see me.
  • never complains.
  • always greets me when I come home.
  • is a loyal friend and companion.
  • is happy to be with me even if we're just watching TV together.
  • is loving and wants to spend his every waking moment by my side.
  • waits for me to go to bed and checks on me if I take too long. 
  • and in the morning waits patiently for me to wake up.
Some photos of the sweet guy.


Here he is!
Smokey and his loving mom Jade.
All day activity...resting on my lap.
"Someone get me out of this tub!"

Monday, August 15, 2011

The Day I Got Close To Nature.

Yesterday we went on a twelve mile hike at Windy Hills Preserve with Alex's friends.
Dr "M" was our awesome hike leader, who knew the trails very well.  There were nine of us.....eight Persians and moi. :-)

Hike started around 930am. This is my recollection of the day.
Ahhhh such beautiful day....walking....walking...walking....snack break....more walking....oh no my tummy hurts.....walking, walking, walking....tummy getting worse, think nice hike....oh no, I better tell Alex....are you okay, I think so, do you have to go, no I'm going to try to wait....more walking, walking....think nice hike....start looking for potential spot....oh god can't wait anymore....Dr "M" holds the group back ...Alex and I go ahead.....I find a semi-secluded spot....instruct Alex go away, far away and come back in fifteen minutes, that long?..ok ten...but go away....done in five...feel like a new woman now....proceed with hike....lunch break...nice variety of food everyone brought....tea too...continue with hike....getting warm now.... getting tired....reflecting on the day.....are we there yet.....almost back to parking lot....okay we made it!
Got home, showered and long nap.....zzzzz.
Perfect day for hiking. Clear & beautiful.


Nice view behind us.

Nice view in front of me ;-)


Saturday, July 9, 2011

I think we are in paradise!

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Okay....now it's Friday the 8th of July and I'm back home in San Mateo, FINALLY continuing my update!  It's been a week since I started this travel update! Better late then never I guess!
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Trat Airport's Arrival area.

Ferry pier on Ko Chang

Thursday, June 30th was a full day of traveling.   We flew to Trat on Bangkok Airways with a stopover in Bangkok.  From Trat airport we were transferred 18km to the ferry pier then a 45 minute ferry ride to Ko Chang. The island is off the southeastern peninsula Trat.  Trat can also be accessed via a 6 hour bus ride from Bangkok for those that don't want to fly.  It's a lot cheaper to take the bus ride. (Note: I'm traveling with an impatient man who would not be able to sit still for more than 10 minutes.)  1 taxi, 2 airplanes, 1 van and 1 ferry ride later we arrive on Ko Chang.
It was so worth the long day.  We would be on this beautiful quiet island for a week.  First day we spend orienting ourselves with Hat Sai Khao (White Sands Beach), swimming at the beach and pool. 

On Friday we decided to visit one of the many waterfalls on the island....Klong Plu Waterfall.  According to the tour book it's the most impressive of all.  It's also the nearest to our hotel.  The waterfall is reached via a 600meter walk through the jungle.  That's not counting the 6 miles we walked from our hotel ...with over 90 degree temperature and humidity!  (Alex says it was less than 6 miles but I think it was more, he even had the nerve to say if I can run a half marathon this should be nothing for me). The highlight was not the waterfall but a cute baby elephant we passed along the way. Actually, the highlight was that I got into the waterfall with the local entry price of only 40 bahts (1.35USD) instead of the foreigners price of 200 bahts (6.75USD).  It was probably not something I should be proud of.  In Chiangmai and in Ko Chang many mistaken me for being Thai.  Which meant that most assumed that I was a local girlfriend (prostitute) with my foreign boyfriend. I told Alex he was the only fool that brought his own girlfriend ;-) And he said I'm more expensive :-) That's right!
6 month baby elephant we saw on the way to Khlong Phu
waterfall. You are cute but pls don't touch me with your trunk!
Anyway, by the time we reached the waterfall I should have wanted to jump in but was too chicken to.  Lot's of rocks and dark water.  Alex enjoyed it.  We brought a mango with us that I cut up.  I decided to wash the knife and my hands in the water.  I ended up slipping and fell partially in the water :-(  On the way back we decided to take a taxi.  Taxi's there are pick up trucks with a canopy and benches in the back. We figured if we started walking one would eventually come by.  One stopped and wanted to charge us 50 baht each (for two of us...3.27USD) and I said "nope...only 40 baht each.  The taxi left without us (as my friend Omar would say, "pssshht!)  We probably walked another half mile. The next one came by and the driver said something like 100 baht each. Alex said 40 baht each, driver said okay 60 baht each.  Alex looked at me, I looked at the driver and said 40 baht each (with big smile :D) and he said okay. Thank goodness! So in the end we walked another half mile BUT I saved us 66 cents!  Time for a thai massage.
Saturday I wanted to relax.  It was spent swimming at the beach and pool. Perfect day for me, boring for Alex.
Infinity pool at our hotel Chang Buri Resort & Spa.

This is how quiet Ko Chang is. 
 We discovered a restaurant next to our hotel called Noung Boure.  We ended up there for most of our meals.  Not only did we eat there everyday, we ate the same thing almost everyday and even tried to sit at the same table (I'm traveling with a Virgo that needs regimen).The sea bass with sweet & sour sauce was to die for.  That and white rice and sometimes crab too.  For drinks it was a juice filled coconut and usually coconut shake too.  I also liked the mango and lemon shakes :-) We have ruined the population of sea bass in Thailand.

Our fave lunch at our fave restaurant at our fave table.


sweet & sour seabass all gone!

On Sunday we signed up for an all day snorkeling tour.  From 830am to 500pm, with lunch included and snorkeling at four different islands.  Alex said eat a good breakfast because we won't get back until 500pm.  I said why? There's lunch included.  His response was "don't expect much for 500 baht."  I said that the tour guy showed me photos of the lunch with large prawns and seafood and even coffee/tea available throughout the day.  Lunch was not full of seafood but a plate of rice with an omelet, watered down potato/chicken curry and veggies.  It was still comfort food and enjoyable to me.  We did get an afternoon snack with a plate of 2-3 prawns each :-) Coffee was instant coffee you had to make yourself and I didn't see any tea on the boat.  Poor Alex felt a little seasick but felt better after laying down, I was okay.  I did feel nauseous though after seeing and hearing an Indian man throwing up in the back of the boat.  


The snorkeling part was great.  I wore a life vest (I can swim) the whole time and did the usual heavy breathing in the beginning until I got use to the deep water....deep water sometimes creeps me.  After that I enjoyed the snorkeling. The water could have been more clear but it was still amazing.  We saw schools of fishes, and some that looked like the parrot fish, large clams, sea urchins and beautiful coral. On the way back to shore it rained cats and dogs.  Our transportation back to our hotel was via a pick up truck like their taxis.  We got soaked.  I was just saying how lucky we've been to not experience any bad weather days (June and July is their low season because it's also their rainy time).  A woman we met said that it was rainy just a few days before we arrived and that some visitors will come for a week and it rained the whole time.  We still had a 3 days on the island and hoped that this was just passing rain.
Monday was a beautiful day. I enjoyed the day of nothing planned, just relax at the beach and pool.  Alex enjoyed the day because we had sweet & sour sea bass, coconut juice & shake and he got another thai massage.  So far he's had one almost everyday. Every time he has one he says "she has strong hands, this is the best massage!" Then the next morning he will say "I think she messed up my back, I need to get another massage today."


 
Somebody's enjoying their fish way too much! Lunch at Salak
Phet Seafood Restaurant.
On Tuesday we rented a motorbike to ride around the island.  Ko Chang is an island full of steep hills with sharp turns.  The tour book said under the category of Dangers & Annoyances....Ko Chang's biggest danger is its skinny and often steep and slick ring roads. As one guesthouse owner bluntly put it, "Many tourist rent motorbikes and then they die.  You want to tell them to at least put some clothes on so they'll keep some skin if they fall." Reading that and the fact that neither one of us have ever been on one before scared me.  I told Alex I will wait in the room, and that it's good for him to practice riding around for a while and then when he's ready I will get on.  It took us about an hour and a half of tense riding to get to the other side of the island.  We eventually arrived in Salak Phet.  I told myself that if we made it back at the end of the day in one piece I would thank God for keeping us safe.  In Salak Phet, we ate lunch at an outdoor seafood restaurant that was over water.  We stopped at a mangrove to go kayaking but found the water level too low and disappointing.  We decided do go to another part of the island for kayaking instead.  Back on the bike for another hour and a half ride to Kae Bai. 


From Ko Chang you can see the island, Koh Man Nai that we kayaked to.


After kayaking exhaustion.

Kayaking in Kae Bai was worth the ride there! We rented a kayak for two and paddled to a private island called Koh Man Nai.  The water was so serene and we were probably the only ones on the remote island!!!! What an amazing thing to do!!!  It was a great way to end our last full day in Ko Chang!  We made it back to the hotel in one piece and we returned the motorbike.  We went for a much needed massage afterward.  By the way the massages on this island are only 200 baht and hour, less than 7USD!!!

As I was laying in bed that night I remembered that I had to thank God as promised, for keeping us safe that day.  I was so exhausted that I fell asleep in the middle of praying.  I woke up in the middle of the night and finished.  I truly had so much to be thankful for.  We were blessed with beautiful weather, despite it being their rainy season.  I didn't have any tummy issues or food poisoning on this trip! In two weeks we packed in a trek through the jungle, an elephant ride, river rafting, hike to a waterfall, snorkeling at four islands, motorbike ride and a kayaking to a remote island. And not to mention the delicious meals and numerous massages! Such great experiences and memories to cherish! How lucky am I?!!!! I have created a monster..... Alex has been spoiled by the airline upgrades, good food and cheap massages!!!

Our last morning on the island came too fast! We had a nice breakfast at the hotel, went for a last swim at the beach then pool.  Alex went to see his Ko Chang girlfriend (his favorite massage lady) one last time and I went back to the hotel to shower and pack.  We left Ko Chang that afternoon for our last night in Bangkok. 

We arrived at our Bangkok hotel and went out for last minute shopping.  We finally went to bed at 1130pm and had a wake up call set for 230am.  Waking up with less than 3 hours rest was dreadful but we had a 600am departure out of Bangkok. 

Almost 24 hours later we arrive back in SF.  It's the 7th of July. 

It was an amazing time in Thailand again! A few more mosquito bites to add to my collection and lot's of good memories! We were blessed with beautiful weather and we did everything we wanted to and much more!!! Couldn't have asked for a better vacation :-)

Below are links to the hotels we stayed at.  I would recommend all of them. Thanks also to my friend Tom for his recommendations!






Need new dentures anyone?



George's new friends not liking him very much.

Oh oh! George almost became lunch....

Kayaking to Koh Man Nai




Chang Buri Resort and Spa



So much to do, so little time!

I can't believe it's already Sunday night! We've been here for a week already! And finally I have some time to write.
We arrived into Bangkok last Sunday (June 26th).  We lucked out and got to ride in Business class for the 11 hour flight to Narita and First class for the 6 hour flight to Bangkok. Even with the upgrades we were exhausted and pretty pooped. Slept like a baby that first night!


Reclining Buddha at Wat Pho

Day one in Bangkok started around 6am with breakfast at our hotel. We took the ferry to visit Wat Pho and the Grand Palace. We wanted to see the Grand Palace first but was told that due to some holy holiday and monks visiting it was closed to foreigners until 1pm. A tuk tuk (thailands version of a rickshaw, but motorized) driver told us that and then an official looking tourist police told us the same thing.  I'm still not sure if it was really closed to foreigners until 1pm or if it was a scam to get us to go on a tuk tuk tour. Anyway we decided to visit Wat Pho first.  Wat Pho is the largest reclining buddha in Thailand and I have to say it is pretty impressive.  It was still not 1pm when we finished at Wat Pho so we decided to take a tuk tuk tour anyway.  It was only 40baht (equivalent to 1.40USD).  Maybe it was a scam, will never know and even if we were, it only costed us 1.40 and we had an enjoyable ride around town in a tuk tuk and visited a few more temples. By the time we got off the tuk tuk at Grand Palace we were getting to the point of temple overload.  I still loved the Emerald Buddha there best. 
After a day of temples we went to get Alex his first Thai Massage. He is addicted now! In fact he's getting one as I'm typing away :) USD8 for an hour of relaxation...not too shabby!

On Tuesday we flew north to Chiangmai.  I loved Chiangmai!  Our hotel The Royal Lanna was in the heart of the night bazaar and in an awesome location, thanks to my dear friend Tom's recommendation.  It was so convenient and we were able to walk into the old city for more temple visits.  Second day in Thailand and we had our second massage.  We had the best dinner in the night bazaar....grilled sea bass and Tom Yum soup...aaaahhhhh I think I'm in heaven!
Butterfly we saw on the jungle trek.
 
Dinner at night bazaar in Chiangmai.


Feeding our happy elephant some bananas.
No Alex you don't need to peel it, she can eat it like that!

On Wednesday we went on a jungle trek.  It was a long drive but worth it.  Our first stop was for an elephant ride into the jungles.  Lot's of fun and super cute elephants that had their own unique personalities.  We rode on a female elephant that was 45 years old, told Alex that she's about the same age as he is ;-)  A single gentleman that was with us rode on a little elephant that was only 6 years old.  The little boy elephant was still being trained and he just did not want to get his feet wet and dirty.  He would do all possible to avoid walking through the muddy jungle.  Pretty funny stuff to see an elephant walking with his legs spread against the mountains just to avoid the muddy trenches.  We then hiked to a Mong Village.  We were walking along a muddy path between some branches, Alex behind me and our tour guide Mang behind Alex.  I heard something happening behind me, turned around to look and I see Alex about to plummet into the bushes and off the path.  Thank goodness for Mangs quick hand that grabbed hold of Alex's shirt! Alex slipped and if it were not for Mangs quick thinking he would have fallen off the path, into branches, and off the side of the mountain and landed in rice field!   For a brief moment I thought I may have lost Alex!  All I can think is OMG! Next stop is river rafting, this time I was the one that didn't want to get wet.  I wasn't coordinated and couldn't balance myself well enough to stand on the raft.  I also didn't want to sit on it to wet my shorts so the only other option was to squat.  Alex said just give it up and sit, you look like a frog! Fun day!!!!